Browndelight by Queen Liz

New beginnings they say are always the best. I'm cleaning my slate and moving on with my life,  in doing so, I have found a new hobby,  will be sharing my life experiences as often as I can (wink) in the Federal Capital Territory , Abuja.

Its been a year exactly since my breakup with Mr.. D. Sometimes I find it difficult to believe, other times i think its all a dream. I cursed him in my thoughts, then I had to remind myself that as the good book says "Everything happens for a purpose".  I guess this was God's way of saving me from a bitter relationship? I I really cant say.. At some point i was living for D, I ate what he asked me to, cut off from my friends cos he had asked me to, wore what made him happy, almost quit my job too (now im glad i didnt fall mugu). Life, life, life, I have decided to live my life for me, not waiting for someone to make me happy, and to be as happy as often as I can be.  God help me.

Guess it's been a while I chatted online.  First and foremost I want to be greatful to the Almighty God for preserving and guiding me, for seeing me through the fire and being there for me even when I felt all hope was lost.  My heart was broken but I broke through it and became wiser, I do still believe in true love and I know for sure that mine is out there waiting for me, dear Lord grant me the grace to wait patiently for it.

Had a really nice and fun discussion wit my neibours the previosu night and I have come to realise ha I have been so ungreatful to my God and creator. Rather than being gretaful for wht i have and Enjoy, I comlained for not having the things yet to come, which I am positive they will. I want to use this meduim to say I am sorry Lord for the unecessary complaints and I want to thank you for loving me despite me and foro always being there for me. Thank you for sound health. Thank you for my current job. Thank you for my loving family. Thank you for my broken relationships. I really love you Lord.